I wish I could soak my brain in narcotics. Then maybe I could sleep at night. Maybe if I pour Nyquil into my ears. If I drill a hole in my skull and funnel down some Vicodin. Some Ambien, Eszopiclone, Ramelteon, Triazolam, Zaleplon, Zolpidem salad. And a bowl or two on the side. But then I may never wake up. And the sky looks too perfect in the morning to sleep forever.