Tears aren't my remedy
Much as I can't keep away from you
I try to condense and bear it
though the pain is worse than a blazing bush

you are now more than an Ulcer to me
that I cant scratch when it itches me
I still keep it  in my dreams
but hate it how you play with my thoughts
chasing you from there is effortless
cause you never move an inch

Too tired of how your name sounds in my mind
louder than Xmas bells
ringing in church

your name runs through my head like the moving wind in the air
Each time calling me for rescue
but have never found it when  I search

making the matter worse
the memories I bear
turn all "hate to love"
......"my lovely hopes to fear"

And each time you have to go
I Hardly wish you to leave
thinking you would be back
Even when you simply say goodbye
My heart is left debating

The distance left is longer than that
from Earth to the stars in the sky
Now for sure I find it true that
I can easily catch a cold than get over my worries for you.