Im sick to my stomach. my heart racing and not in the good way. The panic ensues again. I was getting so much better before then moments like this hit and I am drained. but I'm okay despite the sickness because like all things it will fade my heart rate will return to normal and it will be a brand new day, a day of hope and dreams. so for now I will breathe and dance in the rain of the storm before basking in the sun that is to come.