I want to capture all this blood-sludge-drainage dripping drops down my femur. I put down the ******* to look for the creamer. She's lost, they say. She's a dreamer stuck in a dream catcher fetch her a blade quickly. Come over to see her last breath. I want to capture it all in words lines on paper drape the world with it, so everyone will be lost and no one will be lost and I won't be lost.