You were throwing up uncontrollably into the toilet, and I cleaned up all the chunks of *****, although it was mostly water, but bile now. I've seen more sickness in the past week than I'd care for. I panicked at the pharmacy while the pharmacist shadily spoke over various aisles to me. I sat on the tub while you threw up the medicine he recommended. I sat there while you laid still at my feet. I sat by your bed when you could make it back there. I'm slowly going broke. I'm slowly going insane. My head is in too many places to sleep next to you tonight. So I'm here while you sleep. You keep apologizing, and I just don't know what to do to make my head want to go to sleep too. No rush of words. No pearls of wisdom. No moral to these stories.