There's so much flying
Through my brain right now.
I just want to write it all down
but I can't seem to phrase
all the words I'm trying to say.
there are tears
and fears
and longing.
I'm so lonely
But I won't let it show.
So I just smile and joke
and I laugh just for you
And give you a hug
When you seem down too

I wish I could love you
And you don't seem to see
How I'd do anything for you
Hell, I'd part the Red Sea
I just want to hold you
Fix what I did wrong
But I know that won't happen
so I have to be strong

But I dream of you at night
Singing lullabies and melodies
Holding you under the stars
Walking along the sidewalk
Showing everyone how
Lucky I am.

Still it's all just a daydream
an empty wish
That'll never come true
And as I write I realize
honestly all I think about is
*You