I'm difficult
That's what they said
No argument, no reply
Nothing from me
Cause I know how much truth
Is in that phrase

But
I also know
What's behind this closed door
The reasons
For my bitterness
For my cold acts
For my troubled
And confused mind
Do they know?
I doubt it

Sure
I'm not the only one
Who's hurting
Who's breaking inside
Who's wishing for the angel of death
To come and take this life

Sure
I'm not the only one
I shouldn't moan
I shouldn't dwell
I shouldn't this
I shouldn't that
But you forgot something
The thing about pain is that
.
.
It demands to be felt

And you forgot another thing
I could only take so much on my shoulders
You forgot that
.
.
I'm only human being

So I'm sorry
If I'm not as strong as you
I'm sorry
I let all this put me down on my knees
I promise you
I will find the strength to go through this
Just not today
But
.
.
Someday
Somewhere