To me
It sometimes feels like you don't care
Like all you want is a fun time
And my touch
My lips on yours
And not my heart to hold

To me
It feels like Im burdening you
Like if I tell you stuff
I would just bore you
**** you with my weakness and need for getting things of my chest
Like you don't wanna know
You just want someone to hold you for a little while

To me
You feel far away
Like I don't truly have you
Or like you don't truly care
Cause about my jealousy
You don't wanna know
And that makes me uncomfortable
Cause how will you not hurt me
If you don't know what step you take will hurt me the most

To me
It feels like your there for a moment
And then you're gone
There to touch and hold
But not there to catch me in the end

To me
It's like I'm falling
Falling deep down with no way to get up
Like I'm slowly breaking
Tearing myself apart
With the fear of your non caring
The fear of losing you
Thats how it's like
To me