Why do I get this feeling that just because you knew our love could survive the plague, you purposely began an epidemic in my heart, stabbing me with poison just to see if we could survive that too only to realize too little too late that once the skin was split by a knife you wrap it up and leave it there, not pull it out and walk away but I can't seem to pinpoint the precision of pain you chose for me because the former and the latter just feel the same.