sometimes I'd like to kiss you
but I think it's because I'd like to kiss anybody
and you'd be fun for that sort of thing
but I'm scared I'll have to pretend I'm in love with you
and I'm scared I'll hurt you
and I'm embarassed that I think you might have a crush on me
and I'm wary because this has happened before
and I'm uncomfortable because it doesn't feel right
and I'm secretly longing for her
and I know I can't love you
any more than I can pull the sun down into our orbit
or attach the moon to the earth with a telephone cable-
I can only love who I love
and I won't make the mistake of
thinking I can change my heart
again- you can't force passion,
it aligns naturally, and
it is not aligned between me and you.