I tried to get back up off the ground But I couldn’t get my footing right' My knees were too weak My ankles they cracked under the weight of the pain I held my breath and you held my hand and that is when I realized that I never really had you You never really loved me Because you could only hold on for so long At some point you had to let me fall And I fell for centuries through the darkness I never really saw that I could catch myself I never really realized that I can save myself The words they circled through my mind like vultures They picked and pecked at my dead flesh