Sometimes, I really miss you
And missing you makes me feel like ****
Because you don't deserve to be missed
You guilt tripped me for so long
Over something I did
Over the same thing you were doing
But on a much larger scale
I can't deny that I developed strong feelings for you
Even though everything turned out to be a lie
But somewhere on the inside
Those feelings haven't managed to die
They're just buried very deep
They weigh me down and make me weak
I wish you would get over yourself
So we can come to terms with reality
And get to know each other again
We had a tragic love
And we both know deep down
That nothing can ever compare
I don't want to reach out
I have before and it filled me with more doubt
Even though it was just a sham
A scam to the purest of sorts
I wish I could go back
And relive it once more
Because I miss the feelings of passion and bliss
The feelings we shared for each other
I want your poison infiltrating my veins once more