I can only try my best, try to do what I think is right
try to create change when I see an opportunity.

I might be guilty of many things but only of the things that I felt was right at the time.

I love animals not because they love me but because they are worthy of my love.

I fight for the rights of others not because they would fight for me but because I think that a world would be better if we didn't just think of ourselves.

I try to please everyone even though I know I can not please everyone, but it doesn't mean I will stop trying.

I feel rejected when someone doesn't accept me for who I am and criticize  me because I believe in what I believe.

I cry inside when I feel my parents love my brother more than me or when they don't listen to my own opinions but expect me to listen to them.

I will never learn when it comes to people because I will always believe that no matter how evil the world looks and how deceitful people can be, I will always believe that love can overcome everything.

I understand that I will never be perfect but I will never stop trying to improve because without improvement I become stuck and trapped and I hate feeling trapped.

I believe in God not because of religions but because in my mind I have found away to explain his existence and his reasoning. People wont accept it but my beliefs don't hurt anyone, they accept everyone.

I don't believe in hell, not because I believe people shouldn't be punished for crimes but because I don't like the idea of someone suffering for eternity no matter of the crime.

I want a heaven on Earth because why should we wait until death to live the perfect life when we can make it on Earth, not just for the few but for all.

I eat to much food, not because of hunger but because If I do only live once why should I punish myself when I can be tasting the creations of talented people.

I accept that I may never change the world but I feel that we need change not for me or you but for the people here in 100 years time.

I hate the idea that when I die that no one will really remember me, 100 years from now everything I am will have no meaning, people will not know who I was.

I fear that I will never get the things I want in life and it kills me every night
Married
Children
Wealth to allow me to do so many amazing things
A happy family
the movie style Christmas's
to move to L.A
To have really good friends
the confidence I wished I had
The opportunity to achieve everything on my bucket list
and so much more
but I will never give up trying to help others achieve the things they want in life (with-in reason and with-in the law)

You call me a dreamiest but their is nothing wrong with that, especially when I wake up every morning an I feel like I am in my own personal hell. The ability to dream is what created the world, to dream of traveling the seas, to go into space, to ask the cute person out. Everything is based on a dream of some kind so although calling me a dreamiest you think it's an insult I take it as a complement.

I can only be me, I can not please you all, I can not change who I am when I feel and believe what I do is right.

I write not to be heard but because I have something to say.

So that's me, a person who made mistakes but learned a person who feels guilt everyday but keeps going, a person that contemplated suicide more than once in my youth but stopped at least 3 people from doing it (2 strangers and 1 dear friend)
I'm the person who treats animals as my best friend because they treat me that way and always stick by my side, the guy that believes in love and marriage but is still looking. I'm the guy that you pass in the street and think lets not talk to him because he has a beard and long hair and maybe a bad taste in clothing (only because I cant afford better, I have more important things to spend my money on) and the guy who doesn't drink alcohol (I'm the guy you think is weird when I tell you that) but if you got to know me you would know that I would always be there as a friend and as a shoulder.
I'm that guy who tries so hard even though I always fail but I'm also that guy that carries on, I'm that guy who holds the door open, stairs at the stars and wonder, who cries when I see bad things happening to you.

I'm the guy who if you gave me a chance I would become your best friend.