You greeted us with a warmth that matched the touch of soft simplicity and the antique heirlooms you so often dressed your life in. After the others left and the wine bottles fell empty to the floor you smiled that lazy knowing grin that so often told me I was loved. Just as I pulled you into my arms the world filled with that telltale haze when we are seeing what is not real and I felt the impending sorrow That so often comes on As we begin to wake from these longing mental trickeries. You died in the fall and every time the leaves crumple and wither I do the same as we so often do when a part of us leaves this world.