Numb* means no pain. Numb means no sadness. Numb means no fear.
Numb?
Well. Numb means happiness.
Numb only applied to the things that didn't make you feel good inside. That made the ground crumble beneath your feet. It applies to the things that made you cry at night, to the reasons there were slits on your wrists.
Numb meant your loneliness proceeded to not exist. Numb meant you weren't the only one facing the world, (a world so cold, yet equally sympathetic.) Numb meant you didn't need pills to make you happy, or shall I say, feel less worthy of life.