I read the word of God each night
And when I pray
My tears flow
With painful honesty
With a ache of my wants
And for all that I'm thankful for
Hoping that something
Anything will bring back
All that I had
I have to rely solely on God
For I'm on the down *****
Of a rollercoaster
And He's the only one
Who can save me
And bring me back to you.