Birds in cages are immortalized in poetry, in wordy melancholy and round top cages beside windows tauntingly open to the mountains, the earthy smell of wheat and the breezy ocean air. Hundreds of perturbed human eyes press close against brass, mooning with open mouths and dry lips cooing baby-talk bird-calls in hope of a crying return, like a blessing, or a soft forgiveness.
Outside, Lovebirds are doves and songbirds. They commune with owls and storks and perch on branches, all the better to coo and cry to the loving, glowing moon.
Anger, jealousy, and fright are all stones. They are heavy and they have no place in the bellies of skybirds. Caged birds have jealousy and clipped wings, brass bars bent into tiny atmospheres, but canaries carry bile in their beaks, beady black eyes watching changing seasons with singing spite.
I am and have always been a swallow, all creamy white belly and a thousand creeping kinds of brown. I wish to stay up, up for a thousand hours in the realm of thought. In your thoughts, I wish to be the voice whispering stories to you from inside your precious head, curved lovingly above me like an unending sky. I am wings and feathers and I am full of things that I desire much much more than air.