:smile. :but I can't. :why? :cause then it'll mean I'm happy. :what's wrong with being happy? :the fact that I'm actually sad. :sad? sad from? :life. :life. what about life? :the fact that I can't end it. :why would you wanna end life? :it was never my choice to begin it. :therefore not your choice to end it either, right? :the same man that ends the war,is not the same man who begun it. :silence? *:thought so.