outside this dream

I'm reeling,  feet failing,
Falling,  fumbling.
To watch that dream
Outside,  out of reach
Taken from me.  
No warning.
To have had a dream,
Lived it,  felt it,
Realizing how right,
the fit so perfect.
Outside of this dream
Where I only  get to dream
but that once
I had lived it.
How badly I want it
back as none other
So I can live my life as I planned it