Dad,Daddy,Father those words don't break my heart; they destory it, crushing it into a million peices 456 days ago, I would've smiled at those words thinking of great memories; now, I think of death where is my Dad now? is my Daddy somewhere beautiful? is my Father laughing with other angels? why isn't he with me? why isn't he laughing with me? I ask people these questions they reply with "It was his time, it will get better." they lied it doesn't get better, you just learn to live with it It's been 457 days or 658,876 minutes and I still find myself counting back to when I was with him Dad,Daddy,Father your little girl is down here wishing she was with you hoping that wherever you are in heaven, you're wishing you were with her too.