you wouldn't believe the things i've seen.  well, it's not like i've been around
for a long time or something but

let me tell you, i couldn't even begin to tell you

so many connections
so many seemingly important
separate reflections

rises and falls

scratches down walls

psychotic
neurotic

world in revolve

and i sit in high chair
judging each one and all

destinies laid bare before me

but all that desists,
vivid images, wisps,
and one thing now
begs more
focus
and
attention, concern
than all the others

why is it that
i always
do this after
i *******?