I'm sorry I can't talk about death.
It brings about emotions better left inside --
it makes me doubt.

What if there's nothing for me on the Other Side?
What if it's just a big, gaping Nothing?
Various religions offer salvation and saving grace...
But what can I believe if there's no religion that provides a salvation I can grasp while
I
am
alive?

I apologize for not being able to speak of death with you, my love.
Especially not your death.