He was given a notebook to write whatever on its page quite some years it took before it came of age.
All these years he kept writing he thought it was his everything to him mattered what really was no page should be left empty.
When he exhausted the last page he found he had missed a lot to say there remained unsaid at each stage that he put off for another day.
He needed one more page in the notebook to fill it up with what was till then unsaid but the rule did not permit a re-look no provision for a revision was made.