There's a boy and a girl
and they're oh so happy
Eight months too late, she could have been happy too
She's still alive
but her mind feels dead
she didn't know what love meant
but she knows now
a burst of emotion
a feeling of loss
her heart closes in on itself
her skin starts to crawl
salt hangs in the air
and drips from her eyes
clinging to lashes
staining her thoughts
the world is suffocating
she can't think past right now
so many mistakes
there's a boy and a girl
they could have been oh so happy
he liked, maybe loved her
but she was stupid
oh so ******* stupid
and he tried, he tried so hard
and she dismissed it
her focus was elsewhere
a cloud separating her from reality
a reality she never imagined
there's a boy and a girl
but are they happy?
one is
moved on
moved up
life
she thinks
and thinks
but doesn't think of anything at all
she's stuck
everything has changed
life is at a standstill
what can she do
the salt stains more than just her face
she is nothing
a nothing without feeling
a shell
a ghost
tears that only come
when aided with unholy spirits
emotions that only show
when faced with a wall of something never before encountered
she could have been happy
she could have been oh so ******* happy