So this is relapse
The thing I was most worried about
The thing I was trying to avoid
I’m back to crying
Repeating old habits
And this is what it feels like.
I didn’t want to feel like this
I thought I was stronger
So this is what it feels like
To be weak
To be sad
To be back to the way I was before
To be relapsing
Falling
Tumbling
Relapsing