I have learnt to deal with being alone at an early age saying goodbye with simple hands gestures “Goodbye! goodbye I smile like a mute warrior within: To Hazel, Jennifer, Marline and And most recently my best friend ~ Instead of saying it from my heart I wave to him for a less than a minute Looking straight ahead to the future ~ You must never allow surprise feeling To sneak up on you, at the end This kind of feeling would either break us Or strengthen us ~ Always think of the prayer positions the tight folding of the hands, the goodbyes and the hand gestures of awkward moments during our final farewell