I'm torn
Between the opinions
From my heart and my mind
They can't seem to agree
My brain is to busy building
and maintaining it's walls
To take the time to see the man in front of me who is giving me all of
His heart an more.
My mind tells me to
admire him from behind
my walls
but to never let
him in because we both know what
chaos and destruction
will come from it.
My heart is submissive to my mind.
Because my heart lost a lover once,
told my mind to let him inside those walls.
Which led to heartbreak and sadness
A mistake? Or a lesson?
Whichever it may be my mind won't ever trust my heart again, and now all my future  maybe and almost
Lovers will suffer all because
My mind trusted my
heart.