I regret slipping under a strangers covers, I regret letting you have your way with me.
I wish I didn't go so paralyzed at that moment. on the inside I screamed at you to get off of me
but on the outside I was frozen. Physically you hurt me, and although you were not my first time, I didn't want to go all the way with you.
I cant, I can't sleep because your soulless image keeps appearing  in my head.  
I am disgusted with myself, and even more disgusted with you.
Your name and this haunting thought makes me want to throw up. Who knew this once innocent girl, would turn out to be not so innocent anymore.