your self hatred is so routine to you, but so astonishing to me. i hope one day you realize that we all see through different eyes. well, i'm clearly so shy. but i won't hesitate to throw all my thoughts into a cloudy pool. even the most worn down gamblers in vegas would never bet on this. i feel serrated daggers plunge into my torso. just from the quickest glimpse. you are the most perfect creation i've ever encountered.