Negativity is always around me.
It is now time for me to break free.
I feel like it is my turn to be happy.
Although it is easier to feel all the pain,
I need to find inner peace.
Beautiful is how I once felt.
Hideousness and ugliness overwhelms me.
Soon I'll be enough for something good.
I'm just hoping my time will come soon because I am ready,
I am ready to be happy.