I am so incredibly dissatisfied.
With my family,
my lover,
my life,
and myself.
All things that used to sate the hunger,
to feel something,
have ceased to conjure any reaction.
My heart,
once erupting with passion and purpose
now lays dormant at my feet.
So I cater to these emotional addictions,
like a junkie looking for their next fix.
I need more.
Hurt me
Fuck me
Use me
then
Make sure you leave me,
you'll be doing both of us a favor.
And I will put back all of the p i e c e s
I always liked puzzles.
Cutting up something beautiful
for leisure.