In my life I have known betrayal It's been delivered to me in every way placed in my mailbox delivered express mail. It's like a knife ****** into my heart cutting slowly sadistically it says-- "Oh, baby -- this is just the start this is gonna hurt... "you're gonna **** down blood -- along with dirt" It's put me on my knee's.. begging God/Whatever -- to rescue me And, I know that everyone's the same we've all experienced hurt, and pain It just seems like I've had more it's shake'n me down to my core There must be a lesson in all this I just know I pray for bliss to understand the reason I am here to end my pain/to end my fear.