Yin or yang? I have not always been both and neither once, I was yin- dark, within, under, intuitive- I am now yang, and every time I think of a color I think of gold and white, and my eyes reach towards the heavens like it's a prize just for me and I am supposed to be there I draw wings on my paper and remember having them- not sure when. I do not love myself because I am special, or worthy, or because I think I am capable on my own, but the Father of the whole universe is my own Father, for He makes me sacred with His presence, and showers me with love- how can I help but love myself? There is God in me! My very existence, God has given!