sometimes my parents will ask me "are you really going down that road again" with such disdain and bitterness and it just makes me so angry because they do not realize that depression is not a road one chooses to go down and it is not a road one can easily exit it is an unpaved road riddled with cracks and potholes with no street signs or stoplights to guide us safely home and to accuse someone of willingly taking that road? well, that is how some of us end up there in the first place -