I started to wonder why I had no friends 
Sitting on the beach 
Tears drain from my eyes 
Drips and fear of my demise 
True friends are hard to find and I've never trusted mine 
I do not know there hopes and fears
As they do not know mine 
I am fine left alone 
Although my jealousy rust my bones 
Growing older and confused about what I own
Why I'm here 
I start to live in fear
For the unknown and the ones who promise me words with nothing to show
My trust is strong and I hope to live long 
But this mind is badgering and I start to deteriorate the own
My skin bleeds as I strive for something that can never be seen
This flesh is pointless 
This mind is pointless 
What is love but a burden on my soul 
Trusting another seems so unknown 
I don't know 
How to
Love you