The dates are rolling over Just as the pages in a novel- A novel of my life And I am folded into the spine With you And him And her And even the willow tree from my days as a child Stuck inside a book Kept far away from the world outside The world which howls and leaves a ringing in my ears- A taunting that makes me ache- Fractures my fragile bones And drives shivers that even my finger tips recall each time the moon cycles in the deep blues of night
I hide away Secrets- Fears kept in bundles- Racing in figure eights in my never resting brain As much as I inch my extremities out- As much as I struggle for a forward motion I am held Here inside of the pages of a novel Inside the creases of its spine Where I lay my trembling mind
It is here you can find the things that I could never let pass my lips When I have lost all of my breathe And the trembling has finished digesting my mind