once was twinkle

once was star

once was nova

bright and ever
brighter

but the gravitational pull
            you exude

is more than dark matter

it is all

light, dark

and the spectrum

in between

but soon i know

i will become

a super-nova

or  nova- remnent

gases, broiling, blowing,

glowing brighter than the sun

then distortion, explosion

blazing fire burning flames

flaring foils & spares spurting

  i am become

fury and death

      a star
on the implode

unstable,unable

to hold form

i die

and fade and fall

and become

dark space

within the forever night sky

that fills the place
    behind my
shuttered eyes

my love i am gone
     blown away
             by
  my need for you.