My love is like the wind
Blowing strong though sometimes invisible
It's available for those who can feel my love
those who understand me
those who share in my life and my hurt .

My love is like rain
all around you
that   should make a difference in your life
For I  give you everything.

Yet I still feel you don't see me for who I really am
and that you take my love  for granted
as if I'll always  accept what you do
how you do it
and when you want to do it .

I will not .

I see you every day , I know you by name .
Do you know mine?
you say you're fond of me
but are you  not maybe just simply in love with the idea of ​​love?

My thoughts choke me like a rope tightly tied around my neck
to the point of giving up
. I'm discouraged and hurt .
because no matter how many times I tried to let you see
who or what you mean to me ,
you will never understand it .

I come to the conclusion
. you can not create or destroy love .
You can not force love into something good.
it's a mutual feeling

and that feeling does not exist IN you.

It's hard to let go , but it's for the best .
 I have to live my life as I feel

this is my last post about you before I leave life

I will always love you.