I think I may have conquered loneliness.
      I don't need anyone at all honestly.
I know at the end of the day I'll still feel miserable whether I'm with someone or not.
That's no ones fault but my own.
And I'm okay with that.
      
    I struggle to wake up in the morning; that'll never change.
No matter how happy I may be,
the idea of getting up and having to coexist with other people is aggravating.

I feel how I feel because I'm finally figuring out who I am.
So I don't need or want the burden of figuring that out for anyone else;
Putting up with life is stressful enough already.