It must be me
It's got to be me
Cause I can see you
Carry on
With anybody else
But not me.
I don't get it,
So it must be me
I'm the problem
I'm my own problem
And I can't deal
No,
Not anymore
I give up
I resign
Take my poker chips
I'm out of the game

You know,
I was all for you
Every. Single. Bit. Of. You.
But you were never there
Not even once.
Not even when I asked you politely
Not even when I forced you
You were never there.
But what would you be there for?
A silly girl
With a silly mind
And silly thoughts
And silly dreams
And a silly crush on you?
Who would want that?
Certainly not anyone
Not even myself
Trust me
If I were you
I wouldn't choose me either
I mean,
Look at me!
I'm a ******* wreck!
No one would want me
No one could want me
It's not possible
I'm too broken
My razor edged pieces
Are far too dangerous
To even try to repair
I'll hold myself together
The best that I can
But it's hard
I'm hurting myself
To not hurt others
And I'm a ******* failure at it
Cause they ache for me
Oh, I wish they wouldn't
It just makes me feel worse
To know others pray for me
To know that others go out of their way to help
I feel guilty
Cause I'm too bad
I don't deserve their help
I'm helpless
And I'm hopeless

I'll try to carry on...
But carrying on isn't my forte