You got into my mind. You, a random guy. I was just trying to start my new life and you were kind. I shared with you, a conversation, and since I knew I would probably never see you again I tried not to be my normal shy.
You came into my life once more. You, my stranger. I always kept you in my mind but it has such a long time I did not recognize at first that it was you from before. I thought to meet you again, for you and I to become friends, it must be some sort of fate, a reminder that evil was gone and so was the danger.
You became my support. You, my most special person. I eventually let you in because I was falling apart and as I did my best to hide it, you saw and our friendship you did not abort. I grew more and more fond of you, for you stayed by my side, and with your help I did not worsen.
You became my angel sent from above. You, the one I trusted the most. I decided I had to leave for a while to try to get myself fixed for good and you show your support by announcing you had the same feeling for me, love. I do not really believe in God but ifΒ Β there ever was a time it would have then because I felt like I was on cloud 9, sorry I do not mean to boast.
You made me a fool. You, who is a stranger after all. I tried to keep in touch but with each ignored attempt I felt more like some stupid mule. I do not understand how one can talk of love but not try to write or try to call.
You gave me love, you gave me pain, you gave me hope to a degree. You, the one who built me up, then stood aside to let me fall too. I must tell you that even though your love was a lie, to me it was not, and it was more special because I never would have imagined anyone outside my family could love me. I must tell you because of that I can do nothing but thank you.