What if I told you 
That I didn't know a thing 
What if I told you 
The birds will always sing 
What if I told you 
It was nothing more than a fling 
What if I told you 
The demons always win
What if I did notice
It was terrible and just not right 
What if I told you 
The *** was not out of sight 
What if I told you 
He never made me *** 
What if I told you 
I'd get off better on your *** 
What if I told you 
He didn't suit my personality 
What if I told you 
That it was against all of my rationality 
What if I told you 
It was a danger to my health 
Why would I do this 
If it wasnt even for myself 
I dont understand a thing 
Including why for him I would sing 
He wasn't really my type 
And yet to him I sold my soul
He had a child at the time
And was kinda way too old 
What if I told you 
That he didn't even care 
What if I told you 
That he left me then and there 
What if I told you
That his BO was really bad 
And yet I still wear his scent 
Everytime i'm sad 
Sometimes I dont shower 
Because my BO still smells like his 
And sometimes I kick myself 
Really hard deep down in the ribs 
It just makes no sense to me at all
Why for him I did fall 
The idea of him was holding me on 
But it definitely wasn't that 
That kept me loving strong 
What if I told you 
Abusive relationships seem to be my thing
What if I told you
I just moved on to a new fling
He makes me happy 
And together we do sing
But yet at 3am when i'm feeling lonely
Your BO still stings my heartbeat only
I just can't wash my t-shirt 
That I was wearing on that night
I keep it deep down hidden 
Way way out of sight 
I just don't understand 
How  it is that a scent so bad 
Can smell as sweet
As sweet ever had