i am always alone,
because when you are around
wonderful people all the time,
you get attached.
getting attached mostly ends
with falling in love.
when you’re in love,
you’ll draw this perfect picture
in your head with high expectations.
and when they leave,
you don’t know what to do
with yourself any more,
because you only taught yourself
how to function when they are around.
you see… the thing is,
i’d rather experience the depression
caused by being alone,
than the pain caused by being left behind.