Why am I the way I am?
Why do others think I'm odd and out of place?

Am I hopless? Maybe I'm lost?
Either way I'm still miserable.
I am still sad and alone.
I want her but she doesn't want me

No she wants someone better because I am no good
I am just a useless waste of space
I might as well pull the trigger and let my worried mind my slip away.
Then no one will remember,

And only god shall judge me....