It's hard and easy to have a heart that feels so much. I fall in love with a snap of fingers. I want to run outside and dance in the rain. Get soaked to the bones. I think I'm going to head to the park tonight. Swing until the rhythmic patterns calm my ever shaking heart. I'll eat toast and jam. Write poetry. Pray for love. The wind is blowing outside. It is both calling me and pushing me away. Is that what others think I do?