Damnably grey, I sink into
A lightless sea. My breath falls
In gasps of air, my eyes
Shut as gas rises. Dear Pity
May you have my lungs fill with
Cold, watery iron until the
Sharks carry my pieces like
Prayers to fishing boats.
Stuck in the colloid
Of my wasteful life I create
My own shadow - malachite jaw
Swallow me before I am
Forced to burn the belly of
A whale. Moon thief lends
My paper body a dapple of stolen
Light to dry my soggy skin.
If only the black water could
Clean between my numb ears -
Instead it sits tepid and full of
Mosquitos leaking with eggs and blood.
All I wish is for a wind to
Uncloud me, for air to inflate
Me. I breathe, I breathe -
More fool I.