is easier for me to talk
to you
from email
than in person.
blame it on the writer in me
what i loved more than falling so hard for you
was the knowledge that i had found more than a soul mate
but a best friend
who will always have my back
because  one of the hardest parts of being single
was knowing that i was facing this world all on my own
and just knowing that i have your hand in mine
makes facing what ever challenges easier
knowing we are in in together.  i
am so worried that if i lose my ability to communicate with you
that i will just find my soul crawled up in a tiny corner of my heart
and it will never come back out
and i will spend the rest of my life
just going through the motions
like i have too many times in my life
and i want my new relationship w you to be unlike anything anything i could have ever known.