There's not a planet, nor galaxy in which I would choose you second to any other. I live in constant fear of you realizing you're almost as crazy as me for loving me. I fell in love with the way it seemed your name was already carved in to the walls blocking my heart. I fell in love with the way you took your time with me. I fell in love with the way you made me forget that I am filled to the brim with profanity-screaming demons. I need to know you can love me when the dusty demons in the dark corners of my mind take over and my hands betray me by making me bleed. I need to be the only drug you ever need to take again. I want to trace the word "mine" over and over again on to your back until you fall asleep every night. I want to hear you tell me you love me every day for the rest of my life. I am eternally jealous of every girl who has ever received a peice of your heart and eternally jealous of all those who have had your body. I'll spend my whole life learning everything I can about you. a cool date would be me having a panic attack at the airport because I'm so nervous to meet you and then crying when I realize you're finally holding me. all I know is that before I met you I wasn't scared to let the demons back in. now, that's the last thing i want to do. we're an ocean apart but I've never felt so close to someone. I think that no matter how many times I am told a person cannot be a home or a happiness I refuse to believe it because I think they can be.