I am not meant to be One half of a beautiful love story I'm a wallflower, A coward I'm the girl trying to disappear in her seat A **** amongst flowers in bloom Must have been a defective seed That made me I'm meant to be with the lonely hearts While you blossom in the sunlight I wither in the dark Pluck me from the ground Discard my petals He loves me He loves me not Until there's nothing left to count And then you came along You gave me all the things I needed And for once, I wasn't alone I'm finally growing My roots no longer embedded in shadow I'm not filled with so much loathing But there is one question that keeps me up at night, One that makes me wonder why you don't say goodbye I am not meant to be one half of a beautiful love story, So why am I?