Sedated again but you can't see
How numb I've become  but set free
I don't want to care or feel anymore
But deep in my heart it's you I adore

I set here and feel totally numb
Not really knowing what I've become
Drinking so much I'm wasting away
But it's become something I do everyday

Don't want you to see what I'm reduced to
Three sheets to the wind and all over you
Trying to **** the love that I feel
Consumed so mush ***** it's hard to conceal

I just can't forget the way that I feel
The pain that I'm feeling it's more than real
I would ask God's help by trying to pray
Don't need to ask I'll just get in his way